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9.28.2011
9.19.2011
Venting
By now you're tired of hearing about my love life. My new "interest" must have dropped the class because I still see her around campus. I'm done.
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9.15.2011
Inside Looking Out
So far, my week has been an eventful roller coaster.
Sam still won't talk to me. While I hesitate to say that I'm over her, I have experienced an extended level of detachment. However, though I no longer care for her in a romantic sense, I'm still worried. How did she get all the way out there that night without a car? That's a good 20-minute drive. I don't want to call the pigs for several reasons, but her roommate is the most difficult person to get a hold of.
In short, I'm at a loss and don't know what to do. I don't know who was out there that night but I keep thinking 'what if he got my plate number?' or something. I don't think that's too far-fetched, even for someone as paranoid as I am. Right?
On the brighter side of things, therapy is working out pretty well. She won't let me record in her office, though. Reuben has had a girlfriend for about a week now, and I suppose I should applaud him for that. I, on the other hand, prefer the slow route. I don't want to make the same mistakes I did with the last few. My new interest is working out pretty well, but I'm still at a certain point where I'm like 'does she or doesn't see'. I feel like I'm getting mixed signals but maybe I'm over-analyzing. I feel stupid around her lately because I've been congested and had this terrible cough- which is just my luck when I meet someone new, right?
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Sam still won't talk to me. While I hesitate to say that I'm over her, I have experienced an extended level of detachment. However, though I no longer care for her in a romantic sense, I'm still worried. How did she get all the way out there that night without a car? That's a good 20-minute drive. I don't want to call the pigs for several reasons, but her roommate is the most difficult person to get a hold of.
In short, I'm at a loss and don't know what to do. I don't know who was out there that night but I keep thinking 'what if he got my plate number?' or something. I don't think that's too far-fetched, even for someone as paranoid as I am. Right?
On the brighter side of things, therapy is working out pretty well. She won't let me record in her office, though. Reuben has had a girlfriend for about a week now, and I suppose I should applaud him for that. I, on the other hand, prefer the slow route. I don't want to make the same mistakes I did with the last few. My new interest is working out pretty well, but I'm still at a certain point where I'm like 'does she or doesn't see'. I feel like I'm getting mixed signals but maybe I'm over-analyzing. I feel stupid around her lately because I've been congested and had this terrible cough- which is just my luck when I meet someone new, right?
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9.12.2011
9.07.2011
Resolution
Yesterday was finally the day that the schedules of Sir Reuben Woodward and I finally allowed for us to be in the same room at the same time. I turned the camera off for sake of privacy, but we more or less talked things out eventually. The middle of the conversation was interesting, though. Somehow the challenge arose to see who could be the first one to get a date. Morally, I find it appalling. However, I'm not really even going to try because let's face it: Reuben's not exactly a 'lady's man'.
Meanwhile, the smoke continues to get thicker. Afternoons here are very gray and I'm convinced that my newfound cough is a result of the smoke from all these damn fires. This probably wasn't the best year to cut fire dept funding, governor.
EDIT (because I didn't want to post a new blog):
I'm not going to say I met someone today, because that would probably jinx it and just turn out bad all around. I am going to say that today I talked to someone really cool and I feel like I may have gotten a hint or two. Even if not, it's all okay because they are pretty effin awesome. Either way, it's still one more step to getting over Sam.
Meanwhile, the smoke continues to get thicker. Afternoons here are very gray and I'm convinced that my newfound cough is a result of the smoke from all these damn fires. This probably wasn't the best year to cut fire dept funding, governor.
EDIT (because I didn't want to post a new blog):
I'm not going to say I met someone today, because that would probably jinx it and just turn out bad all around. I am going to say that today I talked to someone really cool and I feel like I may have gotten a hint or two. Even if not, it's all okay because they are pretty effin awesome. Either way, it's still one more step to getting over Sam.
9.06.2011
Just Gonna Stand There And Watch Me Burn?
Couple of things. First off, remember the friend I had that went missing? His car was found in a small town a couple of hours away from here. His roommate said his car disappeared from the house sometime over the night a few days ago. Needless to say, this has given me hope and I'm feeling ever-so-slightly chipper at the moment. In other news, raging fires are pretty much surrounding me. I hear fire trucks at least every few hours.
--I just checked the active wildfires map for my state and HOLY SHIT. The fires are closer to me, but my town is almost completely black out by the smoke spread. I wouldn't be surprised if this invariably caused the cold front this morning which lowered the temperature a good 40-50 degrees.
--I just checked the active wildfires map for my state and HOLY SHIT. The fires are closer to me, but my town is almost completely black out by the smoke spread. I wouldn't be surprised if this invariably caused the cold front this morning which lowered the temperature a good 40-50 degrees.
9.03.2011
Where Is My Camera When I Need It?
I was going to vlog this one but my camera's downstairs and I'm lazy. Oh well.
So I'm home alone (again) and I needed to take my dog out to pee. I snap on her leash and go outside- pretty routine. Then as I'm leading her out to the grass, I see this guy just standing out in the park. I have no idea what his deal was, but I don't think he saw me. The cops pulled up across the park and he was gone.
This may have sounded more interesting in my head, but oh well. It was generally pretty unusual.
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So I'm home alone (again) and I needed to take my dog out to pee. I snap on her leash and go outside- pretty routine. Then as I'm leading her out to the grass, I see this guy just standing out in the park. I have no idea what his deal was, but I don't think he saw me. The cops pulled up across the park and he was gone.
This may have sounded more interesting in my head, but oh well. It was generally pretty unusual.
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9.02.2011
Triptocaine
Heavy Rain is some freaky shit when your PS3 is all screwy. It must be too hot or something, it'll just burst into static noise at random, the dad's hair keeps glitching on and off his head, the audio is off synching, and the gameplay is super clunky. Okay so maybe it's more annoying than trippy. I wanna record it but my dog's sleeping in my lap and it's too adorable.
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9.01.2011
Just One Thing
Editing together videos all the time is a hassle, I think I may just wait until I have a lot to show. By a lot, I mean maybe two or three days worth. I don't know. Either way I'm tired now and don't feel like uploading the video tonight.
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